The Lisa Files
Read Lisa's latest
update on her beliefs in God linked at right
When I first began putting this cross dressing
diary together, I envisioned various categories that I thought would be
interesting to my readers. I had lots of adventures that I wanted to
convey; it made sense to talk about my history; and then some kind of
photo gallery with tons of crossdressing pictures was mandatory.
also needed a section that I would ultimately label "Reflections"
because I knew that I would want to talk about some of my feelings and
emotions as a cross dresser both past and present. As I look back on my
various reflections, I notice that many of them deal with my emotions at
any given time and are quite high level. Sometimes I relive moments from
the past, and sometimes I talk about a spur of the moment outing based
on my mood at the time, but I really never dig deeply into my soul and
try and find those answers or conclusions that so many people like me
Lately, I've really felt the need to publicly express some of my deep
introspections on various topics related to people like me in an effort
to help clarify exactly who I am and why I do the things that I do. For
example, when I first created this website, I labeled myself a "crossdresser"
because that was the only term with which I was familiar. After going
pubic with my story and interacting with so many of you, however, I
realize now that I am a transgender individual who only uses cross
dressing as a means to identify with the way I really feel
As a result, I've decided to create this section in my diary called "The
Lisa Files" where I will dig as deeply into my heart and mind as
possible and address pertinent subjects and the way they affect me as a
transgender individual. I suspect I need to do this mostly as a means of
self therapy, but I sincerely hope that by delving deep into my soul I
can produce answers for myself and perhaps answers for others who
struggle with gender dysphoria as I do.
At right I have a list of topics that I will discuss over time, so
hopefully the list will grow and the menu items will transform into
links sooner rather than later. In the mean time, look deeply into
my eyes and into my soul, and welcome to The Lisa Files.
The Lisa Files
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